masih frust~depress dan stress

Dis weekend wont b a good weekend i guess...got to spend my time doing assignment and FYP...in fact my very best boyfren not here in KL...he's in malacca...at KAMPUNG...spending his time with his mom...hohoho~

well dis is d time to ngumpat him...can ah?? hahaha no lah...i wont..

juz wanna tell people how i felt...last week was...OHMYGOD...sux! played with emotions for like a week! frustrated...sad...disappointed...and all those mixed feelings became a depression...
oh n d worst part is...my head..spinning like a wheel...may be bcoz of terhantuk during roller skating 2 days ago...haiyaa~ mls nk pergi check lah! nasib lah..kalau umur pendek nk buat mcm mane!

everything happened got sum message...whether u realize or not..
so this is what i've realized..for some reason...i need to be more patience...
when people talk bad bout u, sabar je lah...whatdheck kan...ade saye kesah???
im still very sensitive n fragile...its not easy to be with me...bcoz im d complicated one...i dun wanna hurt people with my acts...saya sgt terok ketika marah...jd....tolong lah jauhi saya ketika saya marah...

oh btw...i did promised to him i wont switch off my phone anymore...heee~ weekkk ;p (a promise will always b a promise) hmmmm~~~

Im so FAKE!!!

yeah..im ugly...im fat...seriously im not beatiful!!
all those pics in my fb were edited...so i looked nice in that pic becoz those pic were EDITED...hmmm~

masih berasa sedih dan kecewa...well i dun hav much to say...i noe i wasnt a girl u wanted me to be..hmmm~ :(

so this is me, mirror n camera...pic ini tidak di-edit...saya sedang cermin diri sendiri...masih sedar diri... :(

patah kaki

ye lah...hari ini ialah 3rd weeks anniversary saya ye..
anniversary saya tiada kereta...arghhh tension kot! asik nk susahkan org..sampai bile kan?
but...i juz dun hav any choice...sabar sabar sabar..dats it lah kan..

grrr...geram sungguh kat budak skolah yang langgar saya tu...kalau dia tak bawak laju..kalau die tahu nk control kereta..kalau dia tahu menyusahkan org itu buat org dendam...arghhh
mak+ayah+anak+pacik2...sumer same je! hampeh..

lg menyedihkan bapak die ckp tak de duit nk byr...tak ke mcm haram jadah...kau tak mampu tu kau punye pasal lah..sape suruh bg anak kau bwk kreta...dah la tak de lesen, bwk plak kreta pakcik yg tak de insurance...tak de roadtax...arghhhhh geramnye...lain kali tak reti jaga anak jangan buat anak lah!

ingat lagi makcik selebet a.k.a mak budak yang langgar saya tu kate "ni dah jd mcm ni sape nk tolong hantar adek2 dia pergi skolah..mcm mane nk pergi skolah?" kepala hotak die ye..at least kau ade kot nk hantar anak kau g skolah...habis aku ni? kejadahnye...mane de kreta dowh! pastu ckp saya menganiaya umat? tak ke mcm celaka...dah la langgar org..tak mahu bayar,ckp sorry pn tidak, tak tanye pn saye ok ke tak, siap ckp saya menganiaya umat? kejadah b***** dia lah...arghhh geram...mmg menangis je smpai skang..sedeyh kot! mcm haram lah!

arghhh...itu adalah luahan kegeraman saya...sampai skang...sampai mati pn tak boleyh lupe...budak itu dan keluarga mereka...tak mahu doa yang tak baek lah...cume harap mereka tolong lah sedar diri ye!!

peace~ nadia out!

wehooo~

tq kepada cik syaca dan mardhiah..kerana mereka...wujudlah blog shaye...heee~ ;p